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I’m also always amazed at how much punch Lanyon’s short stories can pack. The story is fast-paced, has some great characters and, unlike some short stories, feels like a fully developed story.

Otila for Gay Book Reviews
Christmas on Catalina Island–it’s just what the doctor ordered.
Injured in the line of duty, FBI Special Agent Shane Donovan is longing for a few days of peace and quiet. Some nice meals, a couple of good books, and maybe a bottle of the best. No family, no friends, no Fa la la la la…just a little time on his own to think things through.
But an offshore storm, a geriatric treasure hunter, and the guy who dumped him without a word two years earlier are about to unwrap all Shane’s carefully laid holiday plans.

(Available in the holiday print collection If Only in My Dreams)


Cleared for duty.

Shane stared in disbelief at his cell phone.

The magic words. The good news. And the bad news.

But mostly the good news because there had been times over the past month that he’d worried he was on the beach for good. Not that this wasn’t a nice beach to land on, and not that he didn’t have faith in the system or trust in due process—how ironic would it be if a special agent for the FBI didn’t believe that justice would prevail? But the circumstances of the Fallon case were complicated. Or at least had appeared complicated to his superiors at the Bureau once the Fallon family had launched their lawsuit.

Yeah, he had been worried. In fact, the longer this administrative leave had stretched, the more he had feared he—or at least his career—would end up as collateral damage following an out-of-court settlement. Not a damn thing he could do about it either. He had gone on the record, told the truth, given a full and complete accounting of the facts…and been sickeningly aware with each passing day that none of that might make a difference. The Fallon family was absolutely convinced Shane had stolen a fifteenth century samurai sword from the weapons recovered in the sting operation he had been in charge of back in January.

Beyond the fact that his great-grandfather, a World War Two vet, possessed a collection of Japanese militaria of somewhat dubious provenance, there was no reason to suspect Shane. His record with the Art Crime Team was impeccable, his career was on the fast track—Asian antiquities weren’t even his forte. But suspect him the Fallons did. They believed the Yasumitsu sword had been part of the recovered haul; a suspicion based solely on the word of Denny Green, one of the two defendants in the case. Green already had two burglary convictions and wouldn’t know a katana from a Klimt, but the family wanted to believe the sword had been in Shane’s possession because that meant there was a chance it might eventually be returned to them.

The sword had not been there. Had never been there. But Shane had begun to wonder if that would ultimately matter.

Four weeks of waiting. Four weeks of hell—the last two weeks made bearable only by Norton.

And then, just like that, the case was dropped, and he was cleared for duty.

Shane shaded his eyes from the glare of the spring light bouncing off white sand and the whiter hulls of the pristine boats bobbing on the choppy blue water of Santa Catalina’s Avalon Bay. Overhead, gulls mewed plaintively as they circled, ever hopeful, ever hungry. A ship’s bell rang out across the sun-glittered water.

This welcome news meant, come Monday, he’d be back in San Francisco. Spring break was effectively over. Really, he ought to book his flight out for today. But if he held off until Friday he’d still have the weekend to get ready for his return to work, and that would leave him two and a half days to spend with Norton. Who should have been here by now.

Shane glanced at his phone. No messages, and yes, Norton was definitely running late.

Which wasn’t really like him. Scruffy and offhand Norton might be, but Shane had noticed he wasn’t nearly as disorganized as he let on. And he sure as hell wasn’t forgetful.

Maybe Shane had misunderstood. Maybe they were meeting for lunch and then going sailing?

Or maybe Norton was running late. Yeah, that was probably it. It was easy to run late here. Island time, they called it. It was surprisingly easy to fall into the habit of island time.

Shane turned from the beach and started back along Crescent Avenue, crowded with passengers from the cruise ship which had dropped anchor outside the bay. The floating cities arrived every Monday and Tuesday during the month of March.

Better to skip sailing altogether and talk. Time to come clean. Maybe past time, given those jokes Norton made about being an international art thief. Norton didn’t like sharing personal details any more than Shane did, and Shane respected that. He did wonder about Norton’s day job. Norton never seemed short of cash. Which meant he didn’t earn his bread and butter as a painter—even if he hadn’t been, well, a really lousy painter.

Shane probably should have laid it on the line that first night, but he knew from experience that FBI tended to have a chilling effect on potential romance. Not that he’d exactly had romanceon his mind when he’d first met Norton in the upstairs balcony area of El Galleon. That had been about sex, pure and simple. But thirteen days later—and they’d been pretty much inseparable for most of that time—he owed the guy the truth. And if Norton still wanted to…pursue the options, that was okay with Shane. More than okay, if he was strictly honest.

Kind of a surprise given that Norton, with his goofy sense of humor, shaggy blond hair, and baggy Hawaiian shirts, was really not Shane’s type. Norton wore a pirate-style earring, for God’s sake. He wore clogs. His “paintings” looked like they were done by a preschooler possessed by demons. He joked about things like having underworld contacts. But even more of a surprise because Shane, ambitious and focused as he was, had never been interested in pursuing any possibility but the most obvious and immediate. But there it was: Norton was different. In ways that Shane found both unsettling and exciting. In ways that Shane found downright bewildering.

It wasn’t just a matter of owing Norton the truth; Shane wanted to share this news with him. Wanted to hear what Norton had to say.

Shane wove his way through the throngs of sightseers pushing strollers, carrying shopping bags, eating ice cream cones. So many visitors in sunhats and shorts. Yellow and blue and red umbrellas dotted the beach where tourists lay baking their goose bumps. It was March, after all. Despite the bright sunshine, the wind off the ocean was chilly, and the shade cast by the palm trees and beachfront buildings was deep.

He mentally ran possible scripts as he turned right on Clarissa Avenue.

I have good news, and I have bad news. Which would you like to hear first?

So…remember that night you said you hated cops. Was that a firm hate or just a strong dislike?

Or there was always the classic opener: Are you or have you ever been a member of the Communist Party?

Yeah, not really a conversation he was looking forward to. But he knew he wasn’t imagining that connection, that electricity. Kinetic energy. Something had sparked between them that very first night, and it had only gotten stronger with each passing day. So they would talk. Really talk. And hopefully work something out. He wanted it to work out.

Norton was renting a white two-bedroom cottage across the street from his own. Two navy-blue painted dolphins frolicked on the street side of the house. There was no yard to speak of, just a small potted orange tree on the brick walkway. A spyglass weathervane swung indecisively in the breeze. Shane walked up the two steps to the brightly painted red door. The blinds in the front window were lowered, shut tight, which was unusual.

Well, they’d had a lot to drink the night before, and Norton had mentioned a headache that morning.

Shane knocked on the door.

A woman swept the shoebox-sized porch of the bungalow on the left. Shane nodded politely to her.

He knocked again. Firm and brisk.

No answer.

The woman stopped sweeping and leaned over the porch railing. “He’s gone,” she called.

“What’s that?” Shane called back. He was pretty sure he hadn’t heard correctly.

The woman, about sixty, slight and wiry in a flowered, pink house coat, repeated, “He’s gone. He left on the nine o’clock ferry.”

“You mean…” Shane tailed off because even he wasn’t sure what the question was. Norton hadn’t said anything last night about going to the mainland. Last night? Hell, he’d been in Shane’s bed just a few hours ago. They were going sailing, and then they’d have lunch, and then they’d come back to Shane’s cottage. Or Norton’s cottage. Where didn’t matter. It was the what happened next that mattered. And the what happened next was always pleasurable.

Shane said, foolishly, “But he’s coming back, right?”

The woman shrugged. “Couldn’t say. He had his luggage with him.”

From the bell tower overlooking Sugarloaf Point, silvery chimes began to toll the hour.